January 31, 2012
It's amazing what something as little as a song can allow you to experience an UNBELIEVABLE time with God!
As I began to sing:
"I need you to soften my heart to break me apart
I need you to open my eyes to see that you're shaping my life
All I am
Give me faith to trust what you say
that you're good and your love is great
I'm broken inside, I give you my life"
(want to here the song? Go HERE)
I went from singing to a personal conversation with God thanking Him for all the blessings He has given us and thanking Him for bringing us out of so many hard situations in the past and for watching over Nevaeh and keeping her safe! As I sobbed and continued to thank Him and eventually ended up on my knees begging Him to please continue to watch over Nevaeh and to let me keep her right now! I continued to sob but not out of sadness but out of thankfulness and an overwhelming feeling of God's presence.
I have recently felt so alone, and that no one understands but I am telling you about this so that others who are going through a hard time can know that God is there and wants to be there and it doesn't take much to let Him in just knowing that you cant do it alone and trusting that He can is all it takes! He loves you and wants you to feel His comfort!